Tuesday, August 5, 2008

I'm pooped!

Hello, My Love,

Last week was so busy I think my body is still tired from everything. I worked both jobs on Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday and then threw a baby shower on Saturday. Friday night I spent cooking and cleaning and that trickled over to Saturday as well. I was putting make up on as the first guest arrived. Talk about cutting it close. All in all it was a huge success. I give myself a huge pat on the back for that. My friend said everyone loved it so I was pleased. Of course the question of when am I having kids came up several times but I didn't really feel like getting into anything so I just kept saying, "Soon, I hope." And my friend who knows about my situation was doing it too! I couldn't believe it. It's like she was rubbing her baby belly right in my face saying "When are you getting pregnant? Huh?" I know she meant no harm but it hurt all the same. It definitely wasn't the easiest of days for someone facing infertility but I got through it and I'm glad she enjoyed it.

I've been so exhausted lately. I don't know if it's because I've been working too much and pushing myself too hard or if it's from not getting enough sleep or what but I feel like a zombie sometimes. I could fall asleep at the drop of a hat if I wanted to. Who knows, maybe I'm pregnant? I doubt it. Wishful thinking.


Yo said...

Hi Kate - ugh about the comments...it's really hard when people do that. Let me apologize for them. But, I'm crossing my fingers super tightly for you this month.... Hang in there - sending love to you! xoxo Yo!

Monty said...

Blah. Some people have no social grace. I'll apologize for them as well. One thing all of our experiences has taught me is you never know what someone is going through so it's better to say nothing at all. ((HUGS)) and sticky babydust!!


Anonymous said...

Geesh! Chin up, girlie! :) Lovies, holly